So hard to say that this is killing me

Ei kukaan voi ymmärtää, kuinka äärettömän vaikeeta tää on,
ja vaikeammaks vaan muuttuu.

Terät on poissa, oksentaa ei voi, vaakaa ei saa käyttää.
En voi tehdä mitään, mitä osaisin.
En mitään, mitä mun kuuluis tehdä.

Ei tunnu miltään, tai tuntuu pahalta.

Musta puuttuu niin paljon.

Oikeestaan,
haluisin tappaa itteni.

Olenhan mä itkenyt, paljon.
Päivittäin.

Ei silti helpota. 

Do you know what it's like when
You're scared to see yourself?
Do you know what it's like when
You wish you were someone else
Who didn't need your help to get by?

Do you know what it's like
To wanna surrender?

I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow
I don't wanna live like this today
Make me feel better, I wanna feel better
Stay with me here now and never surrender
Never surrender

Do you know what it's like when
You're not who you wanna be?
Do you know what it's like to
Be your own worst enemy
Who sees the things in me I can't hide?

Do you know what it's like
To wanna surrender?
 

I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow
I don't wanna live like this today
Make me feel better, I wanna feel better
Stay with me here now and never surrender

Make me feel better, you make me feel better
You make me feel better, put me back together

I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow
I don't wanna live like this today
Make me feel better, I need to feel better
Stay with me here now and never surrender

Put me back together
Never surrender, make me feel better
You make me feel better
Stay with me here now and never surrender

I'm gonna cry tonight

Onneks toisilla on todennäkösesti ollu paskempaaki ku mulla, ja onhan neki selvinny.

Mullahan on helvetin helppoa.